Whatever.
About a month of meetups, long walks & talks, mouth kisses, she finally dumped me.
And she was oh so gentle and cheering and suddenly turned away and quit DURING ONE SINGLE FUCKING DAY after she realized I have no plans to move abroad with her (I don't really have the means and will not risk everything I have here (job & home)).
Oh well, the girl was fake all along.

So, as a warning to you all - even if you find someone, chances are she is plotting her thing, and FUCKING LIES to your face when she says she likes you, kisses you and calls you gentle words. Women are cold schemers when it comes to LS guys, make no mistake. Good actresses, too.

Today I'm gonna waste some $$$ again with a prostitute to calm down my nerves.

I know how you feel, same story for me 8 months ago.

Shit like this just makes me more afraid to look at a girl, let alone talk or ask one out.

I feel that 90% of them would be bad for LS people (or just me).

Women are useless for guys like us. They simply just don't like us, except as friends.

Ouch you just hurt me with the truth.

Sorry about your experience. :\ Also, move abroad? Where was she from?

She lives exactly where I live, and she wanted to emigrate to 'better life abroad' and use me as a tool for this. She didn't quite have any real plans, firm foundations or whatever. Even her English is kinda weak. She thought that I would easily find a job abroad (uh oh, not that easy) and we could settle there. I suspect that was a big lie and she would try to find a foreign husband as soon as we land there, and drop me off. After all, after reading this forum, I can imagine how a eastern european girl (not emancipated, good-looking, feminine) is valued in the western world, with such abysmal dating situation.
Besides, she wanted to leave in a year, without us ever living together, and whatnot. Also, no sex before marriage, and that happens after moving. Ummmm, I don't like the sound of it. Ah, we LS and incels can be so gullible sometimes. And all that cheery happy attitude turned out to be a mask.

Anytime a woman uses conditions like no sex, its best to ditch the bitch. Her panties would
come flying off if she was with a bad boy because they too don't put up with that shit.

To be fair, she was ok with other things, like touching and kissing, and said about her religious family and stuff, like she would only 'live' with a husband and not just a 'boyfriend'. Still I think she wanted to trick me. After all, she changed her behaviour instantly when the topic of moving came up and I talked against it. Just ran away from me in one day after more than a month of regular meetups.
And another suspicious moment - she works in advertising, so BSing is what she could do all day and not get tired of it.