As someone completely incompetent when completing even the most basic of tasks, i find myself inert to the forms around me; this a key part of my LS. When i see beautiful women or more so, one, with whom i'm infatuated, i feel an unbarable gut wrenching feeling accompanied by pathetic redundant suicidal sentiments. Disbanded with my natural instincts a test tube specimen, aborted from adulthood, drowning daily in melancholy. I'd like to know if anyone here has made real world progress with their variation of LS?

24 miserable pathetic years. I'm aware that my problems are extensive and not solely LS related.

I don't have enough context to understand what you mean by not completing a task,
but being infatuated with one woman is one aspect that we refer to as a oneitis. Its not
always accompanied by thoughts of suicide. That's more a general trait steming from
LS in general, and the all the pain it causes someone who cannot form relationships with
women and the social stigma and longing for a woman to share ones life with.

I know what he means by not completing tasks. Start but don't finish.

Are we talking about simple daily tasks, or long term goals?

you sound like an INTP that has underdeveloped extroverted intuition. When you stop ignoring the information gathering functions you start existing just to internally process. you lose the ability to accurately perceive reality in a useful way, you get lost in abstraction, and find it difficult to communicate in a way people can understand.

put some effort into engaging more with the outside world, taking in information, and I think you'll improve.

Extensively, either not starting, or starting and not finishing. I started painting a wall about a year ago, still at it.

Yes, that's an accurate estimation of my personality ratio. It's important to bear in mind that when i say i don't get things done, i mean i can't for some reason. Girls have smiled at me, my brain doesn't engage smile back behaviour i just look expressing absolutely nothing, and continue about my day, which isn't what i want to do.

I've been working at getting out. I've improved my social skill set greatly but still lack the ability to cope with females, and i must initiate conversation or whatever apparently.