I went to quite a nice escourt girl back in 2010. Only problem, dick didn't want to come out to play. I think she was way too over anxious to please and kind of ground away at it. I booked her for two hours. She wasn't cheap at £350 UK pounds. However, she did give me an extra hour of her company. And she showed me how to kiss, we did a lot of kissing. I sucked on one of her soft well proportioned small breasts. I stroked her pussy and she let me put my finger inside and she went up and down on it.

I gave her a really good groping sliding my hands all over her smooth body. I played with her ong hair. I went on top of her, she went on top of me. She went down on me a few times and sucked my limp cock for all she was worth. I hadn't drunk anything though she offered me a beer, but I settled for water as she was drinking only water. We chatted a bit. I was absolutely knackered on leaving and shattered the following day from the overwhelming sensory experiences.

All in all I just couldn't relax. £350 pounds is a lot of dough. I did intend to try other women and have loaded myself up with dough £200, £130 for just the hour. There's a girl not far away who advertises she'll do a night stand for £350. But, it's so overwhelming, my head just kind of exploads.

I remember in 2009 I loaded up to see a escort, guess what I ended up spending the cash on, a new computer!

Man this gets me so excited! I want a prostitue so bad but it's even harder when your a chick. Idk I'm just embarrassed but I need one man.

Where I live, numerous prostitutes cater for men, women and couples. You just need to find a place and prostitute that does, then, BAM! Happy muffing and munching!

How can you enjoy yourself without knowing whether or not you're pleasuring the lady? You seem to be missing a key advantage with your lady of the night: brutal honesty. A companion could easily lie in the interest of being politve (ie not hurting your feelings).

I'm a 52-y.o. virgin who has been encouraged by my friends (all non-virgins) to go the hooker route. They feel it's my only hope at this point. But I just can't do it. I'm probably still thinking like an 18 y.o., but my pride is too full to accept the (probable) fact that the only way any woman would touch me is if I paid for it. I exercise, eat right, stay in shape - all the things that society tells you to do if you want to attract a woman. But it's never worked out for me. I even had a psychotherapist tell me that getting a hooker wouldn't be a bad idea. Even if I had the money (which I don't), I can't imagine my first and only time occuring because I bought it. Some of you have argued that it's cheaper and less stressful than dating, and you're probably right. But what's missing is the mutual attraction aspect. If a girl was ever turned on by me, and I her, it would be a more sensual, shared experience.

I have nothing against the idea of prostitution between two consenting adults. A friend of mine, who ironically never has trouble attracting women anyway, has used hookers many times in his life. It's easier for him because he can afford it, and he isn't very good at long-term relationships.

Seb, you've often mentioned on this forum how ugly you are, so I'm wondering how you deal with that belief when going to a hooker. If you believe that women find you unattractive, don't you feel that it's a bit of a fraud on a hooker's part to pretend she's attracted to you? I know that's what you're paying her for, but the eyes don't lie. If I ever called a beautiful prostitute, there's no way in hell she would be looking forward to the experience regardless of what I was paying her. Women have never been sexually attracted to me, so going in with that knowledge would automatically devalue the experience. It wouldn't be real. I want a woman who also wants me and actually gets off on the thought of fucking me...someone who might even tell her friends that she met this cool, funny guy who doesn't treat her like shit and actually puts her interests ahead of his own.

You won't get that kind of gratitude from a hooker.

From what I gather from forums concerning prostitution, frequented by both customers and hookers, prostitutes usually already appreciate if you're nice, respectful and hygienic. At any rate, they care more about you having fun than they themselves having fun.

Hi alone99, thanks for your post, and I will try and answer your questions as honestly as possible. Yes, I consider myself ugly and respulsive (I will pm you my latest pic), and the fact that I have to pay for sex, only reinforces that view, because let's be honest here, good looking men who are successful at attracting women don't need to pay for sex (for the most part). I say this, because all the good looking men I know refuse to see a hooker, and for good reason, they don't need to, these good looking men get free sex.

With myself, I did try very hard to establish normal relationships with women, but the never ending stream of self esteem crushing rejections/or friendzoning left me with no other alternative but to see a hooker for sex, it's not something I am proud of, but I am a man with a very powerful sex drive (even at age 44), and I have my needs, and one of them is stick my dick into a nice warm vagina (sorry for the lewdness), and to have a set of female breasts shoved firmly in my mouth. I don't feel the hooker is engaging in any fraud on her part, because both of us know why we are both there, ie, I need sex, she needs to pay her bills /or feed her kids (most sex workers are single mothers), and I am under no illusion the hookers I see are not attracted to me, even though some of them do have orgasms with me (and no they are not faking them, because the hookers are not using any lube, and they are very wet after I have performed oral on them, or I have fucked them).

My only success story to date was with a hooker who let me have a few freebies outside of her work, on 3 of the 4 occasions in her own home, and once outdoors on the beach, so at least for one brief moment a woman did find me attractive. I do call the hookers I see beautiful, firstly because I mean it, and secondly because I value and appreciate female beauty, and ironically enough the hookers I see often don't believe me when I tell them that, but at the same time they do like seeing me, because I am always clean and I treat them with the upmost respect and kindness.

I thoroughly understand and appreciate both your moral and ethical objections to paying for sex, and look I have never advocated the idea that paying hookers is a cure for incel, it's not, it's purely a coping strategy. And of course, like yourself I have always wanted (and still do) a loving, monogamous relationship with just one woman, and paying a hooker, never has, and never will be a substitute for the type of relationship I just mentioned previously.

I didn't choose to be ugly an looking man of Middle Eastern Appearance that women find repulsive, and I didn't choose to be involuntarily celibate/or to live the single life, incel chose me. As for yourself alone99, I feel for you mate, and when I read your posts they almost reduce me to tears, you are a good man and you don't deserve to be alone, but like a hooker I saw last Friday told me "Life is unfair, and we live in a shallow and superfical world". Alone99, if you can ever get yourself to Sydney, Australia one day, I could take you to some great brothels and they are all 100% legal.

Thanks, Seb, for your honesty. What you're telling me is exactly what I would expect to hear in your case (or anyone's case that is in our situation), so I commend you for your determination and lack of ego. You sent me your photos in a previous PM, so I had already seen them. We live in a multicultural world these days, so the assumption that you look Middle Eastern is not that out of place. Personally, you came across as more Hispanic-looking at first glance. But your weight loss is great, and I hope you continue to visit the gym.

I've mentioned this in other posts, but my best friend who is 51, has never had problems getting women. In fact, he has a date this week with a woman he met in a yoga class who he says has a rockin' body and pretty face. She's 48 but doesn't look it. She's invited him over for dinner at her home. There is another woman with whom he has been platonic friends for a few years who is only 32 and has been trying to get him to fool around with her recently (She texted him the other night asking him if she could stop by for some "adult fun"). He's all for it, but right now he wants to see if anything develops with the older gal. My point in bringing this up is, as he was telling me about his latest good fortune, I couldn't help but think how it must be for someone who might have lost his legs in an accident as a teenager, and his best friend is telling him about getting ready to run a marathon. One gets to race several times a year, the other one would be happy just to be able to walk. I'm obviously the guy without any legs, metaphorically. I have to be clear: My friend was not bragging; he's just as humble and affable a guy as I am. But he's good-looking (think Rob Lowe mixed with Kyle McLaughlin) and women have always been charmed by him. He just has that certain "whatever it is" that young women gravitate towards. If he goes more than 6 months without getting laid, he starts to panic. 6 months for incels is a walk around the room.

I would love to know what it's like to be desired by an attractive woman. Maybe my reluctance to go to a hooker is just a way of keeping that fantasy alive as long as I can.